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My contribution! Take it as it is...
03:35 Jun 29 2007
Times Read: 650

I'm not witty in my answers, but I'm honest...





Without futher ado!!!





What did you do today?

Went to work, took Brians truck to his girlfriends, came home, fed horses, ate dinner, now I'm doing this, then I'll shower and go to bed...



What's the longest relationship you've ever been in?

20 some odd years with him!



Who do you miss the most?

my mother *cries*



What's your Grandma's name on your Dad's side? We always called her Grandma Higgman...no clue what her first name was...





Do you enjoy fishing? as long as I don't have to do the worm thingy...





Are you a vegetarian? Where's the beef? Pork, it's the other white meat...





What's a nickname of yours? Andy calls me sexy o_O





When was the last time you got in an argument? *thinking!* not real sure, how cool is that?





When was your last nightmare? had one when I was way young, and I was hanging in a hole in the ground and the devil was trying to pull me down...





What is the stinkiest thing you've ever smelled? Andy's farts *giggle*





Do you like to sneeze?

uh! NO! especially after those broken ribs. don't hurt as much now tho...





Are you on a diet right now? me? diet? ah hell no! should be tho...*sigh*





Can you lie with a straight face? I don't think so...





Are you a fast friend maker? eh, I'm nice enough, takes awhile to become friends with anyone...





Have you ever fallen in public? uh, duh! hasn't everyone at one time or another...



Have you ever almost drowned? yes, when I was younger, swam to the rope at the lake, and couldn't make it back...friend saved me. I was weak the rest of the day *sigh*



Look to your right- What do you see? bottom half of Andy's dart cabinet...





Look to your left- What do you see? Jessica's computer desk that is leaving when she moves out...



As a child, what was scarier: Closet, or under the bed? both, the boogey man lived in those places...





Any big plans this year? get thru it in one piece and still above ground...





Have you ever played dead to scare someone? nah, did it as a kid not sure why though...





What do you really hate? the bimbo at work that get's away with shit that no one should get away with...





Do you smack your lips when you chew? oh ya, do it all the time...NOT!





Do your pet peeves take over your life? eh, I don't think so, but maybe you should ask others I live with or work with *shrugs*



Do you get strange impulses? sometimes *blush*





When did you weigh yourself last? hell if I know...that scale runs from my fat arse...





Show you'd spend all Saturday watching reruns of: Charmed of course





Best show as a child: Hardy boys...man oh man I loved those boys...*giggle*





Do you--



Smoke? ah hell no!





Buy dirty magazines? please!!!





have kids? one brat that is 20





camp? used to, too lazy to pack now, but gonna take Michelle ifna she'll go with me *wink*





sky dive? why would I want to jump out of a perfectly good plane?





Go to church? I should *sigh*





Relationships



Is there such a thing as love? yes there is!





Do you believe in love at first sight?: eh, not so sure about this one...





Do you practice abstinance?: ya right! I jump his bones every chance I get *giggle*





Dated anyone foreign?: nope...





What makes the perfect partner: Andy does...no need to go in depth about it, he has his quirks just like me...





Do you want to be married? am married, what I want is to be divorced...





Story of your first kiss: weekend church camp from a friend that knew I was going on 16 and never been kissed...it was just a peck on the lips...





randoms



How many aunts/uncles do you have? 4 uncles 4 aunts on my moms side, 1 uncle on my dads side...





How many cousins? a truck load...





Are any of them smart? eh, I'm sure some are...





dumb? I know some are...





Countries you've been to: none...



States you've been to: ah crap... let me think... Mo, Il, Ark, In, Ks, Ok, Tx, Az, NM, Ca, Co, Ut, Ma, Mi. Ms, La, Ga, NC, SC, NJ, NY, Al, Oh, Wi, WV, Va, Nv, Ky, Tn...I think that's all of them *shrugs*





Color of your suitcase: eh, got some bag I use when we go to his moms, black I think o_O





Place you want to visit: Germany





Best place for a honeymoon: Nigara Falls





How many oceans you've seen: uh, Pacific and Atlantic





Most memorable place: My mothers arms *sigh*





Best hotel to stay at: one with a comfy bed?





Dish you wish you knew how to make: oh, I'm sure I could make it with a recipe and add a pinch of this and a pinch of that and make it better *wink*





If you diet, what don't you eat: I don't diet, I like chocolate too much...





Best movie snack: well popcorn of course!





Your stereotype (based on attire): huh?





How many pairs of shoes you own: not many shoes, but I sure do own a lot of house shoes, what can I say, I like em...





How important fashion is to you: not very!





Most uncomfortable article of clothing: thongs, which I don't wear very often, just to entice Andy...





What you're wearing now: t shirt and shorts...I's ready for bed...





Name any object on Earth: Kitty sitting on the desk beside me...





Least likely place you'd be found: uh, um, wish I could say work, but must go there :(





Last thing you touched: keyboard?





Coldest it's been where you live: I dunno, the teens, maybe the single digits...





Something you're excited about: tomorrow is Friday!!!





What you'd buy with a million dollars: freedom from bills!





Something that annoys you: Andy's farts?





Creepiest place on Earth: work for me *lol*





Worst thing about modern times: gas prices...





For or against using rats/mice as test subjects: do they really help determine what is good for us?





Worst dream you've ever had: I dunno!





How you feel now that this is the last question: Likes it's time to go to bed, my ankle hurts and I'm tired and 4 am comes mighty early in these parts...

Fed up *puts hand above head* to here...
00:45 Jun 26 2007
Times Read: 651








I walk thru the door this evening from working all day, find my living room floor gone...kitchen sink is pretty much out of it as well... First thing I did was pick up stuff in the living room, run some dish water, then went outside, to feed the dogs the scraps Andy was suppose to take out yesterday. Then I went to the barn and fed and watered the horses and cats. Then I watered my dogwood trees and the dogs. Came back in, and was pretty much over it, I guess. I don't really think I ever get over it, just accept it and move on. *shrugs* I don't know what else to do...







I'll stop ranting, it don't do me much good anyway *sigh*



I swore when I came into this place today, I wouldn't fix dinner, but guilt riddled me and so I did. What can I say, I love him! I just need to be more verbal on what I want done I guess... I can't blame anyone but me!









This isn't them, but we still have all four. This looks like 2 of them. The one that looks like the one on the left we call Boots, because he looks like he has four socks on... We have a solid gray one, I call him Cookie, but perhaps I should call him long gut or something. I swear, when you sit down with food, he can hear you no matter how quiet you are. He loves popcorn. He's nibbled in bbq sauce. Strawberry shortcake, and the list goes on. You'd swear he never gets to eat, but food is in front of them 24/7. Waiting for them to get big enough to take to the barn. I'm not keeping all them in the house. Three are boys and one is female. They'll get fixed this fall along with Angel.



Spent the weekend doing much of nothing. Finished up laundry Friday night. I put a pork roast on to smoke Friday night and finished it in the oven Saturday morning. OMG!!! It was so tender and good. I fixed corn on the cob and potato salad and sliced up some cucumbers. But Sunday we had fried chicken patties with french fries. I must of been out of it most of the day because I napped most of it. I guess that is why it was hard for me to get to sleep last night.



Work is...well, work. I'm decaling handles since I'm on light duty still. I like it well enough. But today they had extra people from another part of the factory and they had one helping me. Well, she ended up getting some to high on the front. So some were coming back. I hate it when they do that. I'd just soon do it myself and get it right the first time. I generally don't have any come back. That's because I work hard to get it right the first time. Hopefully tomorrow will be better...



Still doing phyiscal therpy. I leave early from work 2 days a week to do this. And I go to the ortho specilist the 3rd. All I know is I'm tired of hurting...



And now my ankle on my left foot is giving me fits. I think it might be the tendon. I touch it or rub it and it hurts like hell. And then my heel on my right foot is still hurting. I usually limp half the day. If I sit too long, or when I get up in the morning, or stand in one place too long they both flare up at the same time. o_O



Andy is working on the ac on the van, guess I better go check on him and see what other trouble I can get into...

Just call it what you will!!!
01:59 Jun 20 2007
Times Read: 653






This is what I wish it was doing right now! Yes, snowing. At least then it wouldn't be hot and my grass wouldn't be screaming for water. *sigh*







Perhaps I could just fly away to some place cool and quiet...







For some reason I just don't feel right. Not sure what it is. No, I'm not phyiscally sick. Emotional? I don't think so. Some days I just feel so out of sync it isn't even funny anymore. And do you have any idea how hard it is to write this and hold Brianna? Very hard. First she wants the care bear, then she don't. Then she wants a drink. She wiggles too and fro. *sigh*



I'm on the edge



And I don't know why...

I don't know where to turn...

I don't know why I'm feeling this way...

I feel scared...

Like life has nothing left to offer me...

Yet it's full of possiblities...

But they elude me...









I had to stop for a bit to finish dinner. Sunday I smoked a pork roast, so today we had pork sandwichs with zuccini and some cauliflower and cheese. And Brianna was cranky so I sit and held her and loved on her and she fell asleep for me. A girlfriend called from Mich talking about a child in her family that had choked to death. *sigh* So I held her a few extra minutes and stole me some lovin.





Pretty much the same ole same ole around here.



I go to work, I come home. Then the day starts all over again



Still doing PT. Me and Andy both are. We have a 10am appt tomorrow, so I took off work. Not worth going up there for 2 hrs with gas prices the way they are. I still have occasional pain and I sometimes get a sharp pain that shoots up my neck. Don't know if that is the nerve or not. All I know is it hurts.





Dandy and Shiane are doing real good together. The get along great and even eat in the barn together. I'm real impressed. Her being a smaller horse helps. I'm thinking about working with her this fall and making her into a good lil horse for Brianna. Maybe I can get her to like horses better then her mom did. We shall see...













I sure could use some of this right now...



My cell phone is due, my house phone is due, my insurance is due, electric, food, etc... It goes on and on and on with no end in sight. Sometimes I feel so lost anymore...



Hope y'all don't mind the little doodads I add. Just trying to spruce it up some and get my feelings across I guess. *shrugs* I dunno!



Brian is on vacation for 2 wks. HE still manages to call once a day or more. Usually to ask of Brianna. But Sunday he knew she was at her other grandma's and still managed to call me *blank stare* I can't wait for him to get home and then moved into his trailer. I know Jessica is anixous to get moved into his as am I. She has been staying down them some with him gone. Just leaves me and Andy. We kinda like the quiet.



I could get used to this...



Ok, I'm off to copy and paste this everywhere else and to do the devils work! *giggle*

A few things to share...
18:38 Jun 09 2007
Times Read: 658

The Heart



"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began,

"I'll open up your heart..."

"You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted...

the surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done... "

"but when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy...

The surgeon looked to the parents, who Sat quietly...

"When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next."

"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart."

The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well."

"You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there." The surgeon left...

The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "....damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:, here he paused, "death within one year." He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud. "Why did You do this? You've put him here; You've put him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"

The Lord answered and said, "The boy, my lamb, was not meant for your flock for long, for he is a part of My flock, and will forever be.

Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted as you cannot imagine...

His parents will one day join him here, and they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow."

The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. "You created that joy, and You created that heart. He'll be dead in months. Why?"

The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for He has done his duty: I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb."

The surgeon wept..

The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?"

"Yes," said the surgeon.

"What did you find?" asked the boy.

"I found Jesus there," said the surgeon..

Author Unknown - Celebrate Jesus in 20 07












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Grandmas are moms with lots of frosting. ~Author Unknown



What a bargain grandchildren are! I give them my loose change,

and they give me a million dollars' worth of pleasure. ~Gene Perret



Grandmothers are just "antique" little girls. ~Author Unknown



Perfect love sometimes does not come until the first grandchild.

~Welsh Proverb



A grandmother is a babysitter who watches the kids instead

of the television. ~Author Unknown



Never have children, only grandchildren. ~Gore Vidal



Becoming a grandmother is wonderful. One moment you're just

a mother. The next you are all-wise and prehistoric. ~Pam Brown





Grandchildren don't stay young forever, which is good because

Grandfathers have only so many horsey rides in them. ~Gene Perret



When grandparents enter the door, discipline flies out the window.

~Ogden Nash



Grandma always made you feel she had been waiting to see just

you all day and now the day was complete. ~ Marcy DeMaree



Grandmas never run out of hugs or cookies. ~Author unknown



Grandmas hold our tiny hands for just a little while, but our

hearts forever. ~Author Unknown



If I had known how wonderful it would be to have grandchildren,

I'd have had them first. ~Lois Wyse



My grandkids believe I'm the oldest thing in the world. And after

two or three hours with them, I believe it, too. ~Gene Perret



If becoming a grandmother was only a matter of choice, I should

advise every one of you straight away to become one. There is

no fun for old people like it! ~Hannah Whithall Smith



It's such a grand thing to be a mother of a mother - that's why the

world calls her grandmother. ~Author Unknown



Grandchildren are God's way of compensating us for growing

old. ~Mary H. Waldrip



You do not really understand something unless you can explain

it to your grandmother. ~Proverb



An hour with your grandchildren can make you feel young again.

Anything longer than that, and you start to age quickly. ~Gene Perret



The best baby-sitters, of course, are the baby's grandparents. You

feel completely comfortable entrusting your baby to them for long

periods, which is why most grandparents flee to Florida. ~Dave Barry



I wish I had the energy that my grandchildren have - if only for

self-defense. ~Gene Perret



Grandmother-grandchild relationships are simple. Grandmas

are short on criticism and long on love. ~Author Unknown



Nobody can do for little children what grandparents do.

Grandparents sort of sprinkle stardust over the lives of

little children. ~Alex Haley



Grandmother - a wonderful mother with lots of

practice. ~Author Unknown



A grandparent is old on the outside but young on

the inside. ~Author Unknown



One of the most powerful handclasps is that of a new

grandbaby around the finger of a grandfather. ~Joy Hargrove



It's amazing how grandparents seem so young once you

become one ~Author Unknown



If your baby is "beautiful and perfect, never cries or fusses,

sleeps on schedule and burps on demand, an angel all the

time," you're the grandma. ~Teresa Bloomingdale



Grandparents are similar to a piece of string - handy to have

around and easily wrapped around the fingers of their

grandchildren. ~Author Unknown



What is it about grandparents that is so lovely? I'd like to say

that grandparents are God's gifts to children. And if they can

but see, hear and feel what these people have to give, they

can mature at a fast rate. ~Bill Cosby



Grandchildren don't make a man feel old; it's the knowledge

that he's married to a grandmother. ~G. Norman Collie









THIS SAYS IT ALL:

Time passes.

Life happens.

Distance separates.

Children grow up.

Jobs come and go.

Love waxes and wanes.

Men don't do what they're supposed to do.

Hearts break.

Parents die.

Colleagues forget favors.

Careers end.

BUT - Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles

are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her.

When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by

yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering

you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf,

and waiting with open arms at the valley's end.

Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you, or

come in and carry you out.

Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters,

sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins and

extended family all bless our life.

When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the

incredible joys or sorrows that lay ahead, nor did we know how much we

would need each other.

Every day, we need each other still.

Pass this on to all the women who help make your life meaningful. I just did.

There are more than 20 angels in this world; 10 are peacefully sleeping

on clouds, nine are playing, and one is reading her email at this moment!















Ya, I'm back to work. So needless to say, I'm spending this weekend, doing laundry as usual, cleaning house as best I can with a 19 mo old running around, and I worked on fence this morning, got hay coming this afternoon, so I'll have to work on a fence around the hay, and on and on and on and on...



Am I tired you ask? Hell ya!

Do I hurt you ask? Double hell ya!!!



I'm trying to write this, babysit and feed her mm's at the same time. That is hard let me tell ya... Her mom is at work. Andy is napping. Ya I know, must be nice...



I turned the ac off, it's kinda cool outside and I'm tryin to save on the electric bill. I got a shut off notice, so now I have to come up with the money by the 20th or they'll shut me off *sigh* Hopefully by then, Andy will have money coming in.



I'm still on interminten leave, and what that means is when I have to leave for a dr appt or phyiscal therpy it won't count against me at work. That was my main concern about going back. I'm also on light duty. So I'm doing decals on the handles. I still have to use my right hand and shoulder to put some pressure on them, but not as bad as any of the other jobs. And it beats doing sub on the screws. That is totally boring and makes the day go by wayyyy slow. I'm glad to be back. It gets me out of the house and I get to interact with people again. I've missed my friends there. It's the 4 am wake up that I'm not so crazy about.



Eh, such is life...



Now Brianna is sitting in my lap playing with an ink pen that is broken. As long as she isn't trying to bang on the keyboard I'll be ok.



My brat is growing so fast. Hard to believe she'll be 2 in a few months. *sigh* God I'm getting old...



Got some new additions to the family...



My cousing gave me a lil mare and she is doing wonderful with Dandy. She's very pretty and small. They are eating in the barn together and just doing good. I'm really glad. My nephew took Lea to work with her and ride her. He is going to breed her and get him a colt out of her. So she'll be gone for a while. I miss her, but she needs to be rode. Hell they all do... My heart just isn't in it right now. I'm going to try and make Shiann (I think that is how you spell it) into a good lil horse for Brianna. We shall see.



Also got 4 kittens here right now. I'd like to just keep one and send the rest to a friend that will find them homes. But between Jessica and Andy, I think I'm out numbered. They are lil cuties. They were down there at Brians dads old place.



Ok!!! So I thought the ink pen was broke. That lil brat has wrote all over her as well as me...GRRRR!!!! God I love her! Had to go clean us up while the ink was still fresh. She got more on me then her o_O



Ok, where was I?



Oh ya, the kittens... I guess I'll put 3 up at the barn and keep one in the house. I don't think I can handle 5 cats in here. To crowded as it is... But they sure are cuties. I'll get pics soon and show y'all. This fall when they have there spay/nueter special they'll get fixed if I keep them all. Not gonna do anymore. Hell! That will make 11 that I have if I keep them all. I'd rather find homes for 3 of them...



Guess I better end this and get busy doing something, even if it's wrong...






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The History of LdyLioness
16:08 Jun 04 2007
Times Read: 661



Glitter My Words



Were you a planned baby?:: Not real sure...



Were you the first?:: No, second



Were your parents married when you were born?:: Yes...



What is your birth date?:: August 21st



____________________________________________________



PART 2: THE FAMILY



Parents married or divorced?:: my mom was widowed



Are you an only child?:: No. I have one older and one younger.

Which parent do you get along with best?:: Unfortuntely both are gone now *sigh*



Do you have step parents?:: Yes a step dad.



____________________________________________________



PART 3: THE FRIENDS



Do you have more than one best friend?:: I have 2, but one lives 2 hours away and one works 80 hrs a week *sigh*



What do you like to do when you are together?:: talk and catch up on things.



Do you share the same interests/personalities?:: yes



Which friend can you tell everything to?:: My man (he's a horse)



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PART 4: YOUR PERSONALITY



Do you have a low self esteem?:: very much so. can't understand what people see in me to either love me or be my friend *sigh*



Do you get depressed about things easily?:: yes I do...



Are you happy right now?:: About some things yes, about others no.



Do you live life to the fullest?:: I don't really think so...



____________________________________________________



PART 5: APPEARANCE



Are you comfortable with the way you look?:: Sometimes yes, most times no...



Describe your hair-?:: Just below my shoulder blades, kinda brown with some red tints in it. I wash the grey out when neccesary. Sometimes curly sometimes not.



How do you dress?:: Mostly jeans and t shirts.



Were you a strange child?:: Yes I do believe I was. I remember thinking about things that no one else would think about.



_____________________________________________



PART 7: RANDOM



Are you scared of growing up old and alone?:: I was, but not now...



What is a big worry in your life right now?:: Health and getting my bills paid...

_____________________________________________



PART 8: THE OUTDOORS



Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?:: outdoors...



Favorite season?:: Spring and Fall



Do you like walking in the rain?:: Yes, hand and hand with Andy...

_____________________________________________



PART 9: FOOD



Are you a vegetarian?:: Where's the beef?



Favorite food?:: I'd have to say chicken.



What food makes you want to gag?:: Liver...



What is your favorite dessert?:: Strawberry short cake...



_________________________________________________



PART 10: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE



Do you believe in love at first sight?:: I beleive it can happen, just not to me...



Have you ever been in love?:: Oh yes...am no *smile*



Have they ever loved you?:: Very much so...



Do you regret getting your heart broken?:: At the time, yes, but but all things happen for a reason...




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~Drowning~
21:27 Jun 01 2007
Times Read: 662






***"Just sit here a minute and one will come along." he says, as they sit there waiting for the innocent to arrive. "Look! here comes one." Now ease out there gently and try to make it look like your going to turn." as she eases out onto the highway. "Now straighten it up". "Don't worry, it will hurt them more then us and it will still total our car so we don't have to worry about the 2 payments we are behind."***



Yep!!! That's why they were sitting there and decided to go across the highway instead of up it. *sigh* Why me? I always wonder that. Why couldn't they have waited for the next one. Now I'm sitting here drowning in worry, pain, and sometimes tears. I just don't get it.



Working on this entry a little each day. Can't seem to sit long enough to get it finished. So much going on inside my head. And the pain in my neck and shoulder...



MRI came back with some abnormal stuff. Not real sure what any of it means. I know they are sending me to an orthopedic specialist. But can't get in until JulY 3rd. So I don't know yet if I'll be off until then or go back to work. Thing of going back though is...once I go back, and I need off for pt or dr appt. they time will start counting against me where as now, being on medical leave it won't. *shrugs* I don't know what to do. One minute I feel I'm ready to go back and the next I'm not so sure. When I'm not hurting I could, but when I am, I hurt! I feel as if I'm up against a brick wall.



Not a clue when Andy might go back. He goes to the dr on June 7th. Hopefully he'll get his disability started soon. I don't think the man worries about anything, while I sit here wondering how I'm going to pay 118.00 on my car insurance, and over 118.00 on my health insurance, and over 200.00 on my cell phone, and the electric bill is due and a new month has started and I feel myself sufficating in all the worry of getting any of this paid. I got a little over 300 last week. NEedless to say, that didn't last long. And I have past due dr's bill and it just keeps adding up. Good thing I have enough food in my house or we'd be going hungry. I seriously thought about applying for the food stamps and that would be a little bit of help *shrugs* but it just seems to take too much effort to even bother.







Perhaps if I just walk out the door and wander off into the woods, I can forget all that plagues my mind and thoughts. Maybe find some peace and solace for the everyday worries that I seem to carry alone inside me...



Holiday weekend was ok. We spent it at his parents. We didn't get over until Saturday afternoon. We got our stuff unloaded then headed to the orchard to get some of the end of the season strawberries. You talk about good. They were so sweet I could just sit and eat them all day long. I got me some worked up and put into the freezer, so this winter I can enjoy them *smile*



Been eating these like crazy too...I feel the pounds coming on, but eh, summer will work it off...





Me and Andy helped his mom and dad get ready for the pool party Monday. His brother and his girlfriend were coming over and Jessica, Morgan and Brianna came over. They had some problems with the pool but it was up and running in time to get some enjoyment out of it. We had smoked bbq'd pork along with the trimmings. Dinner was good, swimming was good, pool felt good.



Here are some pics of the party...



Here is Bri and her mom enjoying the cool water...





Andy being cocky as usual *smile* gotta love him...





Here's my brat pulling on the water hose...Such a cutie she is...



But getting back home felt wonderfult. We didn't leave over there til Tuesday morning. I wanted to get home Monday night but it was so late and I was afraid he could drive it from being tired and I knew I couldn't. I was aggravated but I got over it as usual.



OMG! Brian is on my last friggin nerve...I need to get on one of these, head out and never come back. Of course, I'll be taking Andy!





He thinks that once he gets into his new trailer, that he'll still have say so over what goes on in that trailer he is in now. Either he gives it to her to call her own, or he get's it off this flipping land. That man is driving me nuts. Litterally...



I want to move here...





Not having any money makes it very hard to do anything. I'm hitting rock bottom of my boredom and I'm going stir crazy. Can't really get my house clean. One person cleaning up after so many makes it so hard. I'm beyond giving up.



Seems this entry has turned into a whining one...



I'm going to go outside and cut some grass, or do something even if it's wrong...